“Sorry,” he said like it was somehow his fault.
I smiled. What do you say to that? Apology accepted.
“I don’t know if it’s okay that I’m dropping in like this. I
don’t mean to impose. I just wanted to extend my sympathies.”
“It’s okay. It’s nice to have company.” I meant that too,
though a moment before I was shunning my entire family so I could be
alone. “You can sit down.”
He was apprehensive about taking a seat.
“You don’t have to stay or anything,” I said. “I was just
trying to be polite.”
“Well, then I guess it’s polite to sit.”
The conversation was as painful as it
was awkward but I didn’t want him to leave. When there’s a void
in your life anything will fill it. My life wasn’t exactly complete
but I had thought there was no room for any new people in it. In
fact, I didn’t have room for people at all. As far as I could see
that was the biggest problem with my life: the people in it. Yet I
couldn’t bring myself to shut him out. Truth be told, I was
practically welcoming him in.
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