Monday, 7 January 2013

Look the world straight in the eye. (Helen Keller)

We had a plan so the weight of this burden felt lighter when we walked out of the penitentiary

I fell asleep on Rider’s shoulder as our first class seats carried us to the west coast.

“Sorry, Uncle Rider,” I apologized when I woke up as the plane lost latitude as we prepared to land.

“Rule number one: stop calling me Uncle Rider. You’re making me feel like an old man.”

“What’s rule number two?”

“Stop worrying.”

“I’m not worried.”

He gave me a knowing smile.

“I think I have every right to be worried.”

Rider reminded me that had they sold the heroin the payoff was far greater than the cost so the potential money lost was far greater than the actual money lost. Once Scotch auctioned off the cars to her friends and we near cleaned out the vault, our family was almost in the clear. I soon realized the importance of the word “almost”. Almost was nothing for Senior; almost was a lot for Rider and I. He still had a lot of overhead himself and making honest money was difficult.

I loved life in California though. I wrote my exams there and did exceptionally well. Rider enrolled me in a private school for the following school year, though I begged to be homeschooled.

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