Sunday, 10 June 2012

It is said that the darkest hour of night comes just before the dawn. (Paul Coelho)

“If he has so much money why doesn’t he buy you a house?” Penny’s father protested.

“He doesn’t have a lot of money. Senior has a lot of money.”

“Well, maybe he shouldn’t be driving around in that Cadillac.”

“His father gave it to him as a present for completing a big project. They share their money: a join house fund. Senior oversees it and delves it out as needed. They don’t hoard their own cash supplies. They get what they need, what they want, and Senior oversees the rest. That’s why they get along so well. Everyone works together. It’s a team and that’s how a family should be.”

“It sounds like communism and I still think Tommy should buy you a house. What kind of boy is fine with living in his father’s house all his life?”

She sighed. “You don’t understand.”

“Frankly, it frightens me that you do.”

When they first got married, Tommy slept. He was relieved to have someone beside him. They would go to bed before the sun set sometimes and his brothers joked but they didn’t mind. He would sleep for ten, twelve hours a night. He made up for all the sleep he lost during his nocturnal summer. Many times Penny would read while he slept if it was too early for her. She would read novels, textbooks, the notes she had taken in class.

In the mornings, Tommy would get up when Penny was ready and drive her to class. He would do heroin all day with his brothers with an occasional trip to Washington to break the routine. He would pick Penny up after her classes were over. In the evenings she studied. They would go out to eat sometimes but most of the times they would stay in. Penny would cook and Tommy would help. The maid would do the dishes. The boys loved Penny’s cooking even more than their favourite takeout and when she didn’t have to study she liked to cook for them. She started to teach Tony how to make some of his favourite recipes but he seemed hopeless. She sent him to her mother’s to pick up some misdirected mail when she had taken off to Vermont with Tommy for a few days. Her mother had been getting ready to make tortellini and Tony had almost begun to drool at the mention of the dish. She invited him in and he helped her make it. He wasn’t received well by Penny’s father so he took his serving to go and tipped her one hundred dollars. She didn’t tell her husband.

Tony visited Penny’s parent’s house from time to time in the afternoon while her husband was away. He learned to make tortellini better than Penny and surprised her with the dish one day. The boys were all impressed but Penny was more uncomfortable than anything. She knew she should be happy about the intertwining of their families but she felt more uncertain than anything.

Tommy was becoming proficient in the kitchen too. Perhaps proficient was too generous a word. On mornings that Penny had an exam Tommy would get up when she did and he would make her breakfast as she hurried around getting ready and cramming crumpets of information into her brain. Tommy’s breakfasts were never extravagant: scrambled eggs that were a little too runny but still somehow burnt, topped off with the occasional crunch of eggshell tidbits. Penny appreciated the gesture though. She was convinced she had the best husband in the world though somehow he still felt like a boyfriend. She felt like they were playing house and that it wasn’t real.

Things got real one day when for no apparent reason, two police officers came to their door.

One presented a search warrant. They both began to overturn the house.

Vincent and Tommy were gone to Washington when they came. Senior tried to stall them with charming words as Tony tore into the kitchen and tried to secure their recreational stash sprawled about the room. The officers heard the scuffle and redirected their search. Maybe if Tony hadn’t been high he could have been stealthier. Maybe if Senior hadn’t tried to bribe them he wouldn’t have been escorted to jail too. Maybe if Penny hadn’t been vomiting upstairs she could have helped, she could have prepared tea for them in the kitchen or at least pretended to, which could have covered Tony’s poor hiding capabilities. Maybe if Vincent and Tommy hadn’t been gone. Maybe if the circumstances had been different Penny wouldn’t have come downstairs to an empty house.

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